Nicole Returns For An FTV Girls Valentines Special

Hi everyone 🙂 I’m back!! The Valentine’s Day update was a lot of fun! Unofortunately I’ve always been single on this holiday so I’ve never gotten the flowers, chocolate, and romantic evening that comes with it. To be honest, I’ve never even really had a real boyfriend before, which sucks because I know I could be a good girlfriend. When it comes to guys, I am SUPER affectionate. I love cuddling, kissing, and giving and recieving compliments and praise. I am loyal and would never cheat on a boyfriend. Date nights are fun, but staying in bed together all day is my favorite. I want to be in love, but I seem to be looking for it in all the wrong places. As a typical teenage girl, I always tend to go for the bad boys and end up getting my heart broken. Don’t get me wrong, there have definitely been nice guys who have liked me, but I just couldn’t get myself to see them as more than a friend. Most girls want what we can’t have, and I am no exception. As stupid as it sounds, if a guy doesn’t want me, I see it as a challenge and want him even more. I can’t stand guys who are clingy and needy, but I love when they are protective and proud to call me their girl. I’m still young so I’m sure that eventually I’ll find a guy who treats me right and loves me as much as I love them. I don’t plan on getting married until I’m at least 27 so I have plenty of time to find “the one” but I don’t want to wait that long to meet my first love! I want the type of love that you see in the movies, when two people can’t get enough of each other and would do anything for one another. I think true love occurs when you care about another person more than you care about yourself and when you put them above anything else. I want to find someone who I can truly be myself around and who loves me for me. When someone loves you, you can tell them all of your deepest secrets and they would never judge you. I need someone who cares about my feelings and would never try to make me jealous, sad, or angry. Ideally this person would bring out the best in me and motivate me to become a better person. I thought I was in love once, a very long time ago, but I was so young I didn’t even know what love was. He was the guy I lost my virginity to, and he was mean, controlling, and always put me down instead of lifting me up and making me feel good. It is important to never mistake lust for love. Just because the sex is good and the person is attractive doesn’t mean that you love them. As someone who has never been in love, I am not claiming to be an expert on the subject, I just know what I want. I don’t want to worry about someone cheating on me or flirting with other girls because I want to be everything to them and they will be everything to me.