Jayden Returns For Another FTV Girls shoot

I have always excelled more artistically rather than academically, and unfortunately the art school i was wishing to go to cost more numbers then my phone number itself. :/ But….I didn’t give up. I did what ever I could to be responsible and on track. I worked 2-3 jobs from the age of 17-20, got my own apartment and was content with my life. Everything was content until I met my ex-boyfriend. We dated for 3 years, at first everything was great but people were warning me of his past (being an alcoholic, how he had cheated on his ex girlfriend multiple times….etc.) of course me being naive back then chose to ignore it all. I thought he was the one, we were engaged at one point….but then things changed. He stared getting extremely controlling and abusive (physically/emotionally) telling me that he was the best I could ever get, and that no one would ever love me as much as he loved me…..telling me that he loved me more than my family! (VERY UN-TRUE). My family loves me dearly 🙂 3 months ago is when things took a turn for the worst…..and I mean WORST. His best friend called me up one morning telling me that he had been cheating on me with multiple different women and that he is developing feelings for one of them……at that point I dropped to my knees in tears and felt the weight of the world on my shoulders. Things started to get better after time and stupidly i forgave him…..then later find out that the girl he developed “feelings” for became pregnant. So that pretty much sealed that chapter of my life. But one thing i truly thank him for is giving me the courage and motivation to be better as a person. Not just as an appearance, but truly as a person. I did a lot of soul searching and I am happier than Ive ever been. When negative people leave your life, the positive ones somehow find their way in and give you a whole new perspective on life. So then i thought to myself “GAME PLAN” i quit smoking/drinking, hanging out with negative people and purely focused on myself. I thought being alone would be a scary thing, but it truly is a blessing in disguise. I then decided in since im so atristic/photogenic yet have no “school or training” that i would search for modeling jobs…I didn’t really know what i was doing at the time so i was sending unprofessional pictures to agency expecting a call back….and of course that never happened. Soon after that I started venturing out into modeling, my mothers friend who was putting on a high-end fashion show last minute asked if I would walk? Nervously and shaking I said to myself “YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE, JUST GO FOR IT” …..The rush I felt walking down that runway with all eyes on me was a feeling i couldnt explain over text. I then knew in my heart modeling or anything in the entertainment realm was something I definitely wanted to pursue….the only question was how? where to start? So one day at work my friend approached me the idea of webcam modeling, and I had know idea why i didn’t think of that in the first place. From there I got discovered my manager who represents one of the largest nude modeling websites in the world…lets just say I’m blessed/very lucky to even be sitting where I am sharing these words with you. If you missed the first time she was on FTV Girls make sure to CHECK IT OUT!