Kalila’s Comments About Her Time on FTV Girls:

Hey! My name’s Kalila Kane and I’m here because I love interesting, perverse situations and being part of ones that don’t happen very often, much like the shoot I had today! But I’ve always been a very sexual, strange child who, among other things, made my barbies have sex with each other and always left them undressed around the house and making them ‘bow’ their heads to me to the point that I broke their heads right off. It was a fun childhood for me, but not one that I could relate with to very many other people. So I read and wrote and drew pretty much all through high school before I finally befriended a few naturally friendly Christian girls, even as a weird little goth girl. It was with them that I had some people to bond with, even if it was forced and difficult for a social isolate to keep up with sometimes. But I was able to have an audience to showcase and explore myself with and it was with them that I lost my virginity in a strip poker game when I was 18, which sounds ridiculous and made up but that’s exactly how I wanted it to be, and I wouldn’t have done it without them haha. We loaded up and drove 2 hours to a private Christian college in the middle of nowhere, to the house of 2 dumb freshmen boys playing Oblivion and wanting to drink. Before very long one of the boys and one of my girls passed out from the liquor, and it was just me, my sweet little christian friend, and some guy that I only know can do a cartwheel.